Me: makin my way downtown
Me: walking fast
My ED: black coffee has 2-5 calories in a cup so you’re not technically fasting
Me: walking faster
Me: makin my way downtown
Me: walking fast
My ED: black coffee has 2-5 calories in a cup so you’re not technically fasting
Me: walking faster
Me: it’s impossible for me to go 1 week without overeating
Also me: BINGE 👏🏻 FREE 👏🏻 AUGUST 👏🏻
Someday I will be thin.
Someday people will envy me.
Someday people will look up to me.
Someday people will ask me for pro advice.
Someday I will be pretty.
Someday I will be beautiful.
Someday I won’t be a monster.
Someday I won’t take up all the room.
Somday I won’t be the last person to finish the two mile run.
Somday I will be so skinny people will actually care if I don’t eat.
Somday I will be able to skip lunch without feeling hungry
Somday I won’t be fat.
Somday I will look hot in a bathing suit.
Somday guys will look at me.
Somday people will approach me without judging.
Someday I will be skinny.
Add on****
Me: I so fucking fat why do I eat so much, kill me now
Brain: You should binge, it will make you feel a lot better
me: k back to restricting again
also me: *eats everything I can find*
me: why aren’t I losing weight?!? I don’t understand?!?
Me: oh when the holidays start I will FINALLY be able to lose weight again!
Also me: *literally doesn’t lose a single pound*
Me: oh when school starts I will FINALLY be able to lose weight again!
Nothing in this world makes me happier than scale going down.
